Reflections...pt.1

In this short life, I have only learned perhaps that we take so much for granted. But to know the desires of our truer selves, what a terrible pain that is... leading us unto the table of self awareness, where we may take up the bounty and feast. I looked to the sky today, and saw only a fraction of its greatness, and at that moment, wished I could see the sky from a different perspective...


How I wish i could see the beautiful sky from above the Earth, but not in the ethereal form, no---I wish to know the sensation of such an experience in this vessel. There are so many places i would love to experience, not just in this world, but beyond--other dimensions, perspectives of space-time you couldn't begin to imagine; to walk the inter/outer stellar roads between the vast realities circling within the boundless multiverses, not only in my imagination, but physically. this passage may make little sense to you, and that's because sentiments as fantastic as these cannot be adequately articulated by the collective tongues of Men.


I look upon the Night with a fevered hunger, seeking to immerse my entire being into the embrace of the mysterious firmament--mind you, without tasting Death, without being seduced by the solemn whisper of twilight's slumber...


I wish to touch these mysteries with my awakened mind, to feel the gravitational pull of a singularity, to witness the birthing of life from the destructive forces within the Cosmos...I wish to venture the forests of time and space, sitting upon a wave of light watching the temporal drama play on...I wish to look upon Her, only to know I am not worthy, and fall upon my face weeping, because the feeble eyes of I--an imperfect being gazed upon such an indescribable beauty-- that to give it a name would be blasphemous...


Could it be that I truly seek immortality in my mortal state...?